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bluharmony- June 28th, 7:52
I am dying my hair red. Like directly-out-of-the-box-from-the-drug-store red. Since I've never been anywhere other than Gene Juarez for hair care, this should be fairly interesting. I'm sure I'll be crying after I'm done. Then a trip to the nearest salon will be in order, as well as shopping for hats and wigs. This is mildly convenient as I was planning to buy a new hat anyway. And something black. Something black is always a must. I do wonder what color my hair will be once I wash out all the glop. If the mix is any indication, I would expect a lovely pastel purple. Anyway, only 15 minutes to go. Hope my hair doesn't fall out.
- (You Are Not My) Friend
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- bluharmony
- June 26th, 21:27
You will never be my friend,
You won't be here in the end,
Our two minds, they'll never bend,
And on you I won't depend.
Maybe once our paths have crossed,
Yet I'm glad this friendship's lost,
I'm not yours at any cost,
You'll never make it through the frost.
You should know my smile is phony,
Underneath my heart is stony,
I don't need you as my crony,
All you'll find is sharp and bony.
- What?? Oh, and fuck you.
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- bluharmony
- June 25th, 21:00
A million dreams, a million hopes were wrapped up in that silly cat of mine. The way I would live, and my partner in crime. The way I would die, his face oh so near mine. That cat was a living, breathing definition of what I felt at the time. Why? I don't know, but it was what it was. No one will ever understand it but him. And there he is still, so alive in my dream. We've parted our ways, yet we are so are so near. If I am in pain, he'll always be here. My cruelty is boundless, what have I become? But my love will surround us, I promise we're one.
Fucking fuck off everyone.
- She'll never know
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- bluharmony
- June 25th, 2:28
She'll never know because her heart won't let her,
How easily he could and would forget her.
She'll never know the stories told and moments spent,
He never cared just what it was they meant.
She cries alone now, seeking strength beside her,
But still, she can't suppress the pain inside her.
The path ahead is just a lonely march she walks,
Set to the ghastly tune of many stealthy clocks.
- Writer's Block: I Can Relate
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- bluharmony
- June 18th, 14:48
Elizabeth. There. Are you happy now?
- Break Me
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- bluharmony
- June 12th, 1:58
Beautiful, red-haired and fragile, she has the words "break me" tattooed o'er her heart,
Mysterious mother, perpetually bothered, she finds the whore in her that just won't depart.
Longing for something, alive but forgotten, she pushes the limits in every pursuit,
Finding the needing, never receding, she plays her cards eagerly, but in the wrong suit.
The game is so close now, she's almost winning, but she is forever prepared for the loss,
She knows it won't break her, so come on and take her, smudging her polish and smearing the gloss.
- Kitty
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- bluharmony
- June 9th, 14:04
Dead kitty, kitty, sitting so pretty beside my bed,
Pet kitty, kitty; quell little ditty inside my head.
Love is this nagging, oft hearts’a’dragging feeling inside my mind.
Loss tails a’wagging, storms in while bragging, up from behind.
Sick kitty, kitty, dejected, taking injections right under the skin,
What, kitty kitty, will we be, itty bitty, when your wick grows too thin?
True pain is this feeling, while reeling, that I can never lightly dismiss,
But loss is a frequent dealing, rarely appealing, forever opposing my bliss.
- Corners
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- bluharmony
- June 1st, 23:17
Corners
Seeking dark corners all of my life
Looking for someone willing to share
The pain, the joy, the pleasure, the strife,
That earthly existence leads us to bear.
Naked emotion I soon learned to hide
I realized love given is often in vain,
Clinging to scraps and shreds of my pride
I shamelessly hid in familiar terrain.
Now I am here in a corner so dark
Wondering if I see much at all
Maybe my fantasies have missed their mark
And here I am fragmented, lost, and so small.
- Does this thing work with RSS feeds?
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- bluharmony
- June 1st, 7:54
Well, does it?
